I’m Tomato's lover. People usually call me Tami. But, I always
try to persuade them to call me Tomato. Well, actually I don’t want to change
my original name. It just for a satisfaction. And then, I have a pervert hobby.
It’s not relevant with what I learning now. I’m fallin’in love with literature
when I studying management. Although I was love it before I decided to take the lesson,
it’s change everything. When I was at senior
high school, I can handle my time to do my hobby and to do my homework. But now,
when I take to be college student, I didn’t find many friend with the same
hobby. I have one, but she doesn’t know about fan fiction. I was try to make her
know it. But, she was too busy to pay attention. I have one roommate. We always
share about everything what we have done. But, she has not interested with it. And,
my other friends, of course they just in love with their boy/girlfriend and
management books with all the logic. I know they have numerous humors in our
life. But still, they can’t give me a chance to make them at least know how
cool fan fiction. It’s make me feel, so different. I can’t convey my own
inspiration lately.
In my spare time, my friends said that I look like a dreamy.
Maybe they right. Life between dream and reality isn’t easy. sometimes I feel
too much wasting my study time just to fantasize a story that even I did not
dare to channel it in a post, when my roommate always seem to learn. But still,
i don’t want to wasting it without story. I’m dizzy because of it. In one side,
I have to quickly turn in in management studying. But in the other side, I have
to racked my brain to have posts worth reading public. In a fan fiction, of
course. Then, i round my brain to find the answer, but... but... and but.... I'm
getting to make others think that I'm crazy about an electronic device that I
pay more attention to the item than obtain the close male friends.
About love story in my life, of course I don’t want to talk
about it. I always say to everybody if I see man just because of his face,
his physical. Without heart. Exactly,
I have too many songs in my laptop and hand phone which most of the themes is
confusion. although some themed horror, if it isn’t in Indonesian languages and
they aren’t fans of horror films, they refuse to believe that I was not upset
because of love. Sadly, they thought I can’t move on. no matter how much I
tried to explain that I just wanted to focus on a career, they still insisted I
should stop dreaming. They make me feel sick. And I decided to give my full
spare time with my self. Too dreaming, again.
Do you know who is Luna Lovegood? If you know story about
Harry Potter, I think you should to know about her. She had known because look
like a crazy person. And when she told Harry, “you're as sane with me.”, when Harry
saw Thestral for the first time, flatness of her voice made me want to learn
how to hide my feelings and emotions such as Draco Malfoy and Severus Snape,
for example. She she was inspired to continue working even though I also
ambitions to be like Hermione Granger. I want my world to balance the two.
Really.
